I can’t do this anymore | Glow up Diaries Episode 16

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    ABOUT THE GLOW UP DIARIES: At rock bottom I picked up a camera and began documenting my physical and mental pain that seemingly existed without meaning. For the next two years I recorded the “Glow Up Diaries” which is a raw docu-series of my deepest, most painful moments in an effort to find a newer, brighter existence. I openly share my difficulties despite the insistence of the media that such “shameful” feelings be kept in a closet.

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  • Alivia D'Andrea
    Alivia D'Andrea  11 days ago +2816

    NOTE: My thought process and mindset has taken a complete 180. Who I was in this episode is not who I am now. New episodes of Season 2 of the Glow up Diaries (the final season) will be released every Wednesday beginning end of October 2020!! Subscribe and turn on the bell notification to get notified when I post!! You can also follow the glow up diary instagram account for updates: @a.glow.up.diary

    • an eye story
      an eye story 21 hour ago

      Have you ever heard about intuitive nutrition ? I highly recommand you to have a look on it

    • zoe rice
      zoe rice 2 days ago +1

      Is that instagram account that's a dating diary actually you or no?

    • Vanessa Bulintao
      Vanessa Bulintao 4 days ago


    • Allison Hebert
      Allison Hebert 4 days ago +1

      Yay!!!! Love ur vids

    • Lily's Life
      Lily's Life 5 days ago

      Can you do a how to stay healthy during the school year? Like how not to get hungry during class or some other topics?

  • Lee Do Rin
    Lee Do Rin 24 minutes ago

    Am I the only one who actually does workout to lift up her mood and feel better about herself?

  • Viktoria Rose
    Viktoria Rose 10 hours ago

    Olivia ur beautiful

  • Marcelly Ferri
    Marcelly Ferri 12 hours ago

    This video looks like it was made for me

  • Dark lapis
    Dark lapis 13 hours ago

    Honestly if you are in a healthy weight you don't need to lose more it's just not worth it im obese and I lost 18 pounds because i got help from my family in mexico i saw a nutritionist and she helped me so much i went from 220 to 202 im so happy and i want to go below 200 i just want to lose weight for me to livelonger and to move more have more energy i love your videos too

  • Ohemaa Bruce
    Ohemaa Bruce 13 hours ago

    IQ , EQ , SQ , AQ
    .....According to psychologists, there are four types of intelligence:
    1) Intelligence Quotient (IQ)
    2) Emotional Quotient (EQ)
    3) Social Quotient (SQ)
    4) Adversity Quotient (AQ)
    1. Intelligence Quotient (IQ): this is the measure of your comprehension ability", solve maths; memorize things and recall subject matters.
    2. Emotional Quotient (EQ): this is the measure of your ability to maintain peace with others; keep to time; be responsible; be honest; respect boundaries; be humble, genuine and considerate.
    3. Social Quotient (SQ):
    This is the measure of your ability to build a network of friends and maintain it over a long period of time.
    People that have higher EQ and SQ tend to go farther in life than those with high IQ but low EQ and SQ. Most schools capitalize in improving IQ level while EQ and SQ are played down.
    A man of high IQ can end up being employed by a man of high EQ and SQ even though he has an average IQ.
    Your EQ represents your character; your SQ represents your charisma. Give in to habits that will improve these three Qs but more especially your EQ and SQ.
    EQ and SQ make one manage better than the other.
    Pls don't teach children only to have higher IQ , but also to have higher EQ and SQ.
    Now there is a 4th one :
    A new paradigm
    4. The Adversity Quotient (AQ):
    The measure of your ability to go through a rough patch in life and come out without losing your mind.
    AQ determines who will give up in face of troubles and may abandon their families.
    *To parents*:
    Expose children to other areas of life than academic. They should adore manual work (never use work as a form of punishment), sport and art .
    Develop their EQ, SQ and AQ. They should become multifaceted human beings able to do things independently of the parents.
    Finally, do not prepare the road for the children. *Prepare the children for the road*.
    Robert Dzekle Myles

  • reiokei
    reiokei 13 hours ago

    Alivia, I'm not a fitness coach or anything. I barely know enough about losing weight.
    But stop making yourself feel bad by binging.
    The only way to lose weight is by a caloric deficit.
    If your diets consist of the everyday, broccoli, chicken, and rice, and oats. Then you're going to relapse into binging.
    Please watch Greg doucette. He's taught me everything I know about eating and feeling satisfied. I don't binge because I feel content with my eating habits and diet.
    I bought his cookbook because losing weight doesn't need to be boring. I can eat pizzas and burgers and sweets and still lose weight while feeling full.
    I'm not bragging, no, that's not what this comment is about.
    But please watch Greg doucette. He's changed the way my diet has been. I'm much happier and can eat my diet every day and feel full.

  • Katie Delight
    Katie Delight 13 hours ago

    I realize I have an unhealthy mindset with my body. I workout, eat normally, and the numbers on the scale stay the same or higher. I need to realize that the numbers are not that important, keep a healthy schedule, and mindset.

  • seraphina
    seraphina 14 hours ago

    I, relate, to, you, 100%

  • Stefanie Manners
    Stefanie Manners 14 hours ago

    Alivia I hope you realise how many people your helping. Thank you

  • Amanda Barbosa
    Amanda Barbosa 16 hours ago

    This made me cry because is exactly where I am today

  • Jackeline Urena
    Jackeline Urena 16 hours ago

    I feel like you should study psychology, it would help you find out more things about yourself and human behavior. You’re strong and beautiful don’t let your weight get to you that way.❤️

  • Joanna P
    Joanna P 19 hours ago

    I didn't finish reading Brain Over Binge, but it's what helped me start my bingeing recovery! Nothing had helped before that.

  • bin
    bin 19 hours ago

    seeing someone else going through this makes me feel a bit more normal. ive been struggling with anorexia for about 3 1/2 years, and ive never been underweight or really lost anything significant, which does me in for a fuck ton of self hatred. seeing you be aware of toxic thoughts like mine youre having makes me have a little more hope that someday ill be aware too, and i wont be confused forever. maybe ill be better soon

  • an eye story
    an eye story 21 hour ago

    Have you ever heard about intuitive nutrition ? I highly recommand you to have a look on it

  • bathroom covers
    bathroom covers 22 hours ago

    i recovered after over 1,5 year of anorexia nervosa and your channel inspired me do go further and even start my own yt channel! Thank you so so much

  • Little Cloud
    Little Cloud 22 hours ago

    You need Jesus, he loves You sm and will take on His arms all Your chains

  • Krisha Yvette Ayson
    Krisha Yvette Ayson 23 hours ago

    I suggest you take a break from social media

  • Sara Alexandra
    Sara Alexandra Day ago

    ''If you want to change something, you have to love it into changing. You cannot hate something into changing.''

  • Jayesh P
    Jayesh P Day ago

    10:40 she sounds like Rachel from f.r.i.e.n.d.s

  • reem agrama
    reem agrama Day ago +1

    a great solution for binging is to STOP BRINGING THINGS YOU DONT WANT TO CONSUME INTO YOUR HOUSE . ily but you have to find a solution. no hate at all, everyone struggles with weight loss. TIP: do NOT use the scale everyday, maybe once a week, it discourages you makes you want to give up. use the scale maybe at the end of every week,, this is for everyone btw

  • CherryBrave
    CherryBrave Day ago

    I admire her that she shows her vulnerability and flaws in public. It makes her soo authentic and human. It really moves me because she told the problem i think most of girls have more or less. I also binged eating but i didnt know how to stop it. Then i found out the problem is that when i felt stressed or when i let myself too hungry or when i ate unconsciously, i was inclined to binge eating. Now i try to balance my work and personal life, eat when i feel "medium" hungry and put away my phone or no tv when eating, i can see clearly that i have made improvement. Of course not everytime i can do it, because sometimes i still let myself free float. But in general, i have made much progress and i feel good about myself

  • Californian Karina

    I can't believe how far you've come! I remember finding you when you had a few episodes released. It's been nice to have someone to go on this journey with.

  • sophie manrique
    sophie manrique Day ago

    Dear Alivia,
    You have no idea how much this series have changed my life. I was like you, I binge ate (because I’m gluten free and regular food always tasted so good even though it was so bad for my body) there is so much info I had no idea about and I probably wouldn’t have known about if it wasn’t for you. You are such a brave person for sharing your story. Thank you - a very happy subscriber

  • aaron _h
    aaron _h Day ago

    Hi alivia, you probably won't read this because there are 2003 other comments under this video, but I just wanted to say, that I have similar (dont want to say the same but pretty much the same) problem/s and you're helping me so much right now to understand myself better and even recognize that other people see myself probably much more worthy than I do myself. When I look at you I see a strong and beautiful girl that struggles to see what other people see in her. But I know that it's much more difficult to believe in oneselve. So just saying that you can keep going and I am going to make many changes in my life like you do. Youre such an inspiration and I'm glad I found your channel. (Excuse my language mistakes, English is not my native language.)

  • Sophie Houdek
    Sophie Houdek Day ago

    I can relate to this so much thank you for sharing your journey with us❤️

  • Mitali Terse
    Mitali Terse Day ago

    Hey best way to be happy is accepting to be yourself..... Don't be ashamed of yourself..... Love yourself..... When you go to gym don't think you went to lose weight think you went cuz you want to be fit and healthy..... Don't force yourself.....you can change your diet instead of eating less.....eat less fatty food, less oily food......hope it might help.... It's all depends upon thinking..... Think healthier way.....start competing with negative mind..... Cuz that's how I do....take care 😊😊❤

  • Nass Orra
    Nass Orra Day ago

    You are beautiful you are just an inspiration

  • Erika Baj
    Erika Baj Day ago

    This serie is so good! Alivia, you are so brave to share all of this with us! I feel the same sometimes but I hide it in my own space away from everyone to know. So thank you for your courage, for sharing, for You

  • Purnima
    Purnima Day ago


  • nabilah nuraini
    nabilah nuraini Day ago

    hi alivia, I have a good advice about hunger told by Shaykh Dr. Umar Faruq "Hunger is the first element of self-discipline. If you can control what you eat and drink, you can control everything else." maybe you can control your hunger with fasting. I have recomendation book for you, the tittle is "the miracle of enzym" written by hiromi shinya.

  • Madison Callaghan

    It seems like every episode is a cycle of a hard place, a binge, and a "breakthrough" and starting over, and then it all begins again the next episode

    • Alivia D'Andrea
      Alivia D'Andrea  Day ago

      Yes that was what happened in my real life and I wanted to be transparent with you guys about my journey. This cycle ends in the first episode of season 2

  • FrenchMoomoo
    FrenchMoomoo Day ago

    It's not a diet problem, it's psychologic problem. The way that you see yourself is the key.

  • TikTak
    TikTak Day ago +1

    2:59 gosh you don't need makeup you look amazing

  • Srii Nithi
    Srii Nithi Day ago

    Ur beautiful no matter what💖

  • Moodibunni
    Moodibunni Day ago

    Love watching your videos since they’re so inspirational and well made~ I’m currently living in Taipei, so seeing all the familiar sceneries and mrt stations was also very interesting 😆

  • Petra Uhráková
    Petra Uhráková 2 days ago +1

    It feels like you’re eating/exercising almost compulsively. You’re not enjoying it; you want to get things done. Exercising *should not* be the consequence of your eating. I get that it’s hard and it’s probably this big loop of being in and out of control, but maybe that’s why you keep binging. Loosen up a bit, sweetheart. Don’t be so hard on yourself. 💗 I have a tip for you: when you get a urge to binge on unhealthy food, try to imagine the aftermath. You’re not gonna feel good, your stomach will probably hurt and you will be fatigued. Instead eat a piece of cheese or some fruit and vegetables. This way, you’re both fueling your body and eating something sweet/good for you. Good luck. ✨💗

  • Black Moonshine
    Black Moonshine 2 days ago

    Just let me say this, you are SO strong don't forget that

  • Tinsi Jayesh
    Tinsi Jayesh 2 days ago +1

    Am I the only one who read pie in 01:40 instead of pleasure

  • Michelle Kyereh
    Michelle Kyereh 2 days ago

    im a bit young but i kinda struggle to stick to a workout whether i liked it or not i just get bored of things easily soooooooooo i thought that i should try different workouts that i enjoy everytime i workout🤯🤗 if u u also get bored of workouts too u could definlty try this out, i struggle with with consistency and she didnt mention trying this out if u find it hard to stick to a rountine... just trying to help 🤗😚💖✌️

  • Diane Okelu
    Diane Okelu 2 days ago

    I try not eat but I always give in & end up eating some cereal or something . I just want to be 110 again.. I was 110 then I started my period & gained 4 or 5 pounds I wasn’t worried about it bc I usually loose it somehow but not this time now im 116 or 115 it changes every day & I hate it Ughhhhhhhh

  • Raveendran T.M
    Raveendran T.M 2 days ago

    Hlo.... sissy to to reduce thigh muscles? Recommend for a exercise...

  • Jojo Bananas
    Jojo Bananas 2 days ago +2

    Her: i can’t binge any food today
    Me: I can’t stop binge- watching this series

  • 0RAYE0
    0RAYE0 2 days ago

    Dude seriously you could become a life coach! You've helped me so much and taught me about the mental state I need to live a healthy life.

  • Tommy Park
    Tommy Park 2 days ago

    I believe overcoming addiction is more so motivation related than anything else...

  • Hi Hi :P
    Hi Hi :P 2 days ago

    You're very beautiful!

  • Loutfi Imane
    Loutfi Imane 2 days ago

    wait what i think her body is fine, she is so pretty

  • Lucia Balaguer Hope
    Lucia Balaguer Hope 2 days ago

    I’m so happy you’ve made these videos it makes me feel like I’m not alone


    I love your videos and you make me a better person... I love you so much

  • mikea hiooi
    mikea hiooi 2 days ago

    think that anyone can believe that they are capable. It’s not that you can’t eat unhealthy it’s that you don’t because you are worth nurturing and loving.❤️

  • Giselle Lee
    Giselle Lee 2 days ago

    If I knew you were here, I could introduce you some gym friends in Taipei. Then you might be less painful about your self image. You look perfect, why are you so anxious about your appearance.

    • mikea hiooi
      mikea hiooi 2 days ago

      Guys does anyone know the song she uses at the end of her videos?

  • Brianna McCarthy
    Brianna McCarthy 2 days ago

    When you work out you burn fat and gain muscle. Muscle weighs more than fat so weighing yourself is not an accurate representation of your health. Instead you can measure yourself using a measuring tape. Alternatively, you could set a goal of being able to run a certain distance in a certain amount of time or being able to lift a certain amount of weight to see your progression. Don't base your goals off of other people's standards. If you want to be healthy, do it for you, no one else.
    Just remember, you are not your weight. You shouldn't compare yourself to others because everyone's body is different and that's a good thing.
    Lots of love to everyone trying to improve their lifestyle. You can do it, never give up. ❤️️❤️️❤️️

    • jk • 전국아
      jk • 전국아 2 days ago

      Haha muscle doesn’t weigh more 😅 its like the pound of feather pound of steel argument. muscle is denser than fat so visually fat is more than muscle

  • Johanna König
    Johanna König 2 days ago +1

    I'm proud of you sharing your journey.

  • Aldarsa G
    Aldarsa G 3 days ago

    Youre beautiful 💜

  • iifloral
    iifloral 3 days ago

    i wish i could stay being healthy. i will literally eat healthy and get up early only for like 2 days then just go back. i hate it

  • sj ws2
    sj ws2 3 days ago

    when you cry you made me cry

  • Deena Kassab
    Deena Kassab 3 days ago

    Guys, i'm trying my best to keep my life on track i feel lost those couple of weeks(most of the time i guess).i'm about to go to college maybe this year or the following one i'm so confused and don't know wut to do. Actually, no one in my family really understands me ,and i think i'm struggling because of this reason specificlly.I tried today to organize my day and i think it kinda work.I'm trying my best i'm not sure about wether i'm doing right or wrong .I just don't wanna regret anything anymore and be happy .
    (I'll update if anything changed just i hope for you guys to leave comment or an advice maybe and i'll be super grateful).

  • Olivia J
    Olivia J 3 days ago

    Sometimes clothes can really help. E.g. if you feel off about your thighs, jeans which hug them will only fixate you on them, try a short/midi skirts or dresses, it leaves a mystery as to what they look like. What do you like or not mind about your body? Maybe look into that area being the figure hugging part. We don’t don’t need to hate our selves be we are allowed to dislike what we wear.

  • Trish Austria
    Trish Austria 3 days ago

    Alivia i love the glow up diaries! seriously made me start a New me. you are akways inspiring, we hope you keep on inspiring us and remember that you,'re never alone. you've got us

    IRELYNN OBOZA 3 days ago

    aliva your body is so pretty you are great!

  • Rozhin. art
    Rozhin. art 3 days ago

    Alivia you're beautiful, talented, strong and a really really smart girl!! I love you so much! I hope that you can be always happy and confident because life is short and there is not time for being unconfident even tho everyone can feel unconfident sometimes but don't let it destroy your life.

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  • Sophie Airey
    Sophie Airey 3 days ago

    WISH I had this to watch earlier on

  • Midnight Sky
    Midnight Sky 3 days ago

    Honestly I don’t think I can physically wait until October. This series is my favourite thing in life!!

    • yroohj gouy
      yroohj gouy 3 days ago

      think that anyone can believe that they are capable. It’s not that you can’t eat unhealthy it’s that you don’t because you are worth nurturing and loving.❤️

  • Amélia Lebeau
    Amélia Lebeau 3 days ago

    I could've just watch everything in 1 day ( except for the 2 last episodes) but instead I took my time. When I felt bad and sad , when all my motivation was gone, I would watch an episode and think "she was through the same and now she achieved her goals. It's time for YOU to achieve YOURS". Honestly I'm eating healthy for 1 week now. It took me times to gain my balance but now I have it. I'm going to have medecines for my depression and to see a psy for my bulimia. I was about to give up everything but you remind me not to and brought me back my hope.
    Anyway, I just wanted to say THANK YOU!( from France).

  • fahmida akhtar
    fahmida akhtar 3 days ago +4

    OMG JUST LIKE you don't evan need to lose your weight your fine

  • A N
    A N 3 days ago

    Guys does anyone know the song she uses at the end of her videos?

  • vinni's art
    vinni's art 3 days ago +1

    3 years back I was watching her video how to do split and now I'm watching her glow up diaries

  • min gemma
    min gemma 3 days ago

    Girl your body was perfect not overweight at all

  • Emma Krög
    Emma Krög 4 days ago

    Wow this is so relatable.

  • Leah H
    Leah H 4 days ago

    See my logic for my eating is eat things that make me feel good I can eat whatever I want as long as it’s atleast a bit healthy and I try to do a little bit of exersize a day

    But I k ow it’s not that easy hope your better ☺️

  • Melanie Dsouza
    Melanie Dsouza 4 days ago +1

    Alivia.....remember.... Livis Fearce Friday !!!❤

  • Azade Donmez
    Azade Donmez 4 days ago

    I have the same journey as you and seeing you overcome it really makes me think that its not to late for me.

  • Harriet Teebs
    Harriet Teebs 4 days ago

    Pretty ironic that I saw 2 ads for hungry jacks in a video about improving your eating habits

  • Nada
    Nada 4 days ago +1

    هو الموضوع كبير اوي كده 😂!

  • JiaLin Zhen
    JiaLin Zhen 4 days ago +1

    Your an inspiration!

  • Lu Presents
    Lu Presents 4 days ago

    This series is everything , I relate to it but in a different way

  • Freya Hall
    Freya Hall 4 days ago

    You are amazing and you can do this x

  • alida flus
    alida flus 4 days ago

    think that anyone can believe that they are capable. It’s not that you can’t eat unhealthy it’s that you don’t because you are worth nurturing and loving.❤️

  • Savannah Oshun
    Savannah Oshun 4 days ago

    Thank you for sharing your story. I don’t feel so alone now.

    • alida flus
      alida flus 4 days ago

      Omg don't cry it's making me cry. You look so beautiful the way you are.

  • Leslie M
    Leslie M 4 days ago

    🍁Hi Alivia! Your journey is truly inspiring.🤩 Thank you so much for sharing it with us! Keep up the amazing work!! I also love the way you edit and make you videos so pretty and catchy. What editing program do you use for these lovely videos! Have a good day, Alivia! 😇Kisses from Montréal, Canada🍁

  • T. F.
    T. F. 4 days ago +2

    I feel like Alivia, Satan is tempting you with binging. God gives freedom over all pain and with him we can have control over temptations. He gives us the strength to overcome these obstacles. God is love and power. I agree with everything you said but I would say thank God for everything, every time you feel like binging, remember God fights your battles. Satan has no control over our life if we believe in God. I love these series tho. Stay blessed ❤️

    • T. F.
      T. F. 16 hours ago

      @ew you're rude but that's okay

    • ew
      ew 16 hours ago

      T. F. oh, so you got the message. k bye

    • T. F.
      T. F. 16 hours ago

      @ew let me teach how to be a basic human.
      "Hi, I really appreciate the concern, however, I believe that the brain's triggers a lot of her binging. I don't personally agree with your religion but I appreciate your concern and I wish you the best."

    • T. F.
      T. F. 17 hours ago

      @ew be respectful, human decency check

    • ew
      ew 17 hours ago

      lmao satan, it’s your brain that triggers everything, not ur religious bullshit.

  • Ellen Bell
    Ellen Bell 4 days ago +1

    the cycle you showed about triggers, your behavior to counteract the negative thoughts, and the relief you feel afterwards is very similar to OCD. not saying that you have ocd or anything but it is something to look into. A lot of overcoming ocd is learning how to deal with the intrusive thoughts that cause the stress which leads to mental or physical behaviors to relieve stress.

  • Brittney Adams
    Brittney Adams 4 days ago +1

    I watched all of these in 2 days and I can't wait for season 2

  • Rachel Elizabeth
    Rachel Elizabeth 4 days ago

    Love your filming style you really inspire me!

  • Isa
    Isa 4 days ago

    That end note about season 2 made me soo happy!!

  • Hev
    Hev 4 days ago +2

    You should make like audios things (prod casts?) and put it on Spotify like workouts, help you sleep, how to have a healthy diet ect!

  • Laís Cristina
    Laís Cristina 4 days ago

    Alivia, uma vez assisti a sua live no instagram e te disse "obrigado,você mudou a minha vida! "
    E realmente, seguir o seu canal me fez/faz muito bem.
    Passei por uma situação como essa recentemente e relembra-la me fez chorar. Chorar muito...
    Tudo ficará bem! Sinta se abraçada.
    Da sua maior fã brasileira,Laís. ❤

  • Rat
    Rat 4 days ago

    Alivia your so inspiring I'm trying to be like you when I go back to school I'm going to have a *somewhat* clear face, actually try when I put together an outfit, study more, stop comparing myself to others, eat more healthy and yeah. I'm going to put what I did today here everyday.
    Day 1: I woke up, went on my phone, ate, then I'll get ready for the day and take my dog on a walk. Does anyone have any ideas on what to do in your free time? All I do is just eat sleep play video games play with dog walk dog read eat sleep then repeat it's boring and depressing.

  • Vanessa Bulintao
    Vanessa Bulintao 4 days ago

    Im watching this while my 15 year old sister writing her new diet, motivation words, etc. On her diary😑she also have pictures of skinny legends on her diary😐shes always like this before we sleep..she have been on a 24 hour. fasting and she always tell me that she really wants to lose weight fast.. like gurl me too but atleast ive been working out everyday and eating healthy BUT I EAT A LOT thats why both of us dont lose weight😣😂..

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  • Olga Lorens
    Olga Lorens 5 days ago

    the things you said about binging are exactly how i used to feel when i binged a lot in the past 3 years...im happy it's in the past now

  • Afra Samreen
    Afra Samreen 5 days ago

    U Inspire me.

  • Person Ayyy
    Person Ayyy 5 days ago

    I feel like your amazing your body doesn’t define you you amazing girl! I’m proud of you for finding happiness if you ever feel upset or sad just know that you deserve happiness and your AMAZINGGGGGG love you girl🥰

  • Mudunuri Hansika
    Mudunuri Hansika 5 days ago

    Omg don't cry it's making me cry. You look so beautiful the way you are.

  • hehehehe ummm
    hehehehe ummm 5 days ago +1

    This is so triggering, this is literally videos of her ed

  • Annie Jirovec
    Annie Jirovec 5 days ago

    seeing you cry makes me wanna cry. I really understand the toxic thoughts and where they come from. I always go to these videos for inspiration to keep going on my glow up journey

  • cassie aguilar
    cassie aguilar 5 days ago +121

    She literally needs a Netflix series

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